March 31, 2007

March 30, 2007

  • the great bukouski













    Alone With Everybody
     


     







     

    the flesh covers the bone
    and they put a mind
    in there and
    sometimes a soul,
    and the women break
    vases against the walls
    and the men drink too
    much
    and nobody finds the
    one
    but keep
    looking
    crawling in and out
    of beds.
    flesh covers
    the bone and the
    flesh searches
    for more than
    flesh.

    there's no chance
    at all:
    we are all trapped
    by a singular
    fate.

    nobody ever finds
    the one.

    the city dumps fill
    the junkyards fill
    the madhouses fill
    the hospitals fill
    the graveyards fill

    nothing else
    fills.


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    a time will come when words won't be


    necessary to communicate with each other...


    may  be then...



March 29, 2007

March 24, 2007

  • sparrow384x288


     where to go ? where to go ?


    where to run


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     to the sea to the sea to the sea


    where is the sea


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     donde esta la otra orilla


    no hay orilla donde no hay horizonte


    en las calles de la haya crecen los bloques de cemento


    hacia arriba


    hacia arriba


     la luna surge en el cielo entre nubes de silencio


    acido


    where to go where to go


    to the sea to the sea


     


March 19, 2007

March 12, 2007

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    I will weep and weep for you, my Soul,


     


     


    The world has caught you in its spell.


     


     


    Though you cling to them with the anchor of steel,


     


     


    Not even the shadow of the things you love


     


     


    Will go with you when you are dead.


     


     


     


     


     


    >LALLA<


     


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    He looked at me with a broad smile on his face:


     


     


    -ma....I know now that all that I've seen


     


     


    during my psychose really exist...


     


     


    Erik has books where all the signs I saw


     


    are explained....ma...I'm not crazy!!!


     


     


    -No...son...but keep it a secret...right now


     


     


    it won't help you ....you're labeled and declassified...  


     


     


     and anyway....Erik says he's an alien...


     


     


    you go on bringing melodies from the stars above


     


     


    and playing them for me and friends like Erik...


     


    for the aliens...


     


     


    but let us keep it a secret...son...


     


     


    they won't believe you....


     


     


    further


     


     


     


     


     


     

March 3, 2007

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  • groep18


    going to spend the afternoon with my daughter Melody...


    get a few things together...and straight to the sea...


    contemplation together

March 1, 2007

  • the little prince-A.de Saint Exupery

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    [...]"My life is very monotonous," the fox said. "I hunt chickens; men hunt me. All the chickens are just alike, and all the men are just alike. And, in consequence, I am a little bored. But if you tame me, it will be as if the sun came to shine on my life. I shall know the sound of a step that will be different from all the others. Other steps send me hurrying back underneath the ground. Yours will call me, like music, out of my burrow. And then look: you see the grain-fields down yonder? I do not eat bread. Wheat is of no use to me. The wheat fields have nothing to say to me. And that is sad. But you have hair that is the color of gold. Think how wonderful that will be when you have tamed me! The grain, which is also golden, will bring me back the thought of you. And I shall love to listen to the wind in the wheat . . ."

    The fox gazed at the little prince, for a long time.


    "Please--tame me!" he said.

    "I want to, very much," the little prince replied. "But I have not much time. I have friends to discover, and a great many things to understand."

    "One only understands the things that one tames," said the fox. "Men have no more time to understand anything. They buy things all ready made at the shops. But there is no shop anywhere where one can buy friendship, and so men have no friends any more. If you want a friend, tame me . . ."

    "What must I do, to tame you?" asked the little prince.

    "You must be very patient," replied the fox. "First you will sit down at a little distance from me--like that--in the grass. I shall look at you out of the corner of my eye, and you will say nothing. Words are the source of misunderstandings. But you will sit a little closer to me, every day . . ."

    The next day the little prince came back.

    "It would have been better to come back at the same hour," said the fox. "If, for example, you come at four o'clock in the afternoon, then at three o'clock I shall begin to be happy. I shall feel happier and happier as the hour advances. At four o'clock, I shall already be worrying and jumping about. I shall show you how happy I am! But if you come at just any time, I shall never know at what hour my heart is to be ready to greet you . . . One must observe the proper rites . . ."

    "What is a rite?" asked the little prince.

    "Those also are actions too often neglected," said the fox. "They are what make one day different from other days, one hour from other hours. There is a rite, for example, among my hunters. Every Thursday they dance with the village girls. So Thursday is a wonderful day for me! I can take a walk as far as the vineyards. But if the hunters danced at just any time, every day would be like every other day, and I should never have any vacation at all."



    So the little prince tamed the fox. And when the hour of his departure drew near--

    "Ah," said the fox, "I shall cry."

    "It is your own fault," said the little prince. "I never wished you any sort of harm; but you wanted me to tame you . . ."

    "Yes, that is so," said the fox.

    "But now you are going to cry!" said the little prince.

    "Yes, that is so," said the fox.

    "Then it has done you no good at all!"

    "It has done me good," said the fox, "because of the color of the wheat fields." And then he added:

    "Go and look again at the roses. You will understand now that yours is unique in all the world. Then come back to say goodbye to me, and I will make you a present of a secret."



    The little prince went away, to look again at the roses.

    "You are not at all like my rose," he said. "As yet you are nothing. No one has tamed you, and you have tamed no one. You are like my fox when I first knew him. He was only a fox like a hundred thousand other foxes. But I have made him my friend, and now he is unique in all the world."

    And the roses were very much embarassed.

    "You are beautiful, but you are empty," he went on. "One could not die for you. To be sure, an ordinary passerby would think that my rose looked just like you--the rose that belongs to me. But in herself alone she is more important than all the hundreds of you other roses: because it is she that I have watered; because it is she that I have put under the glass globe; because it is she that I have sheltered behind the screen; because it is for her that I have killed the caterpillars (except the two or three that we saved to become butterflies); because it is she that I have listened to, when she grumbled, or boasted, or ever sometimes when she said nothing. Because she is my rose.



    And he went back to meet the fox.

    "Goodbye," he said.

    "Goodbye," said the fox. "And now here is my secret, a very simple secret: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye."

    "What is essential is invisible to the eye," the little prince repeated, so that he would be sure to remember.

    "It is the time you have wasted for your rose that makes your rose so important."

    "It is the time I have wasted for my rose--" said the little prince, so that he would be sure to remember.

    "Men have forgotten this truth," said the fox. "But you must not forget it. You become responsible, forever, for what you have tamed. You are responsible for your rose . . ."

    "I am responsible for my rose," the little prince repeated, so that he would be sure to remember. [...]


     


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    Today we read and heard horrified how a mother of 5 children killed them[aged from 3 to14] and tried to kill herself.

    We hear and read very often how children...very young children out of boredom

    destroy everything they can...beat up old people...or kill or get killed for very simple disagreements...

    we all think we are unique...and special...

    but we aren't...we are society

    we are all one

    and we are all very sick

    very lonely

    no roots

    no laces

     

    no values

     

    not tamed

     

    [today....feeling tied to the ugliness of growing up in a very cold...lonely society]

     

     

     

February 28, 2007