February 27, 2007

  • sedientos estan los dioses de sangre burbujante roja
    demandan sacrificios antes de la proxima luna  
    el altar lo tengo preparado desde hace mucho
    el ritual en la memoria
    dibujo el circulo magico
    entro

    en el altar mi corazon caliente
    sangrando
    me lo arrancas a bocados
    mis despojos en el circulo quedan
    esperando que los DIOSES terminen el festin
    antes del canto del DESOLLADO

    no queda nada de mi
    ni tan siquiera la soledad de haber existido

    los dioses sonrien entre lagrimas de fuego
    mi corazon tenia un sabor tan amargo...
    sin embargo la sangre ofrecida
    los ha dejado saciados...

    vacio se queda...el circulo magico

     

    en la lejania del tiempo

    canta

    EL DESOLLADO

     

     

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February 22, 2007

  • silence


     


    The moon showed up to me


    smoggy tears in her eyes


    Why do you cry ???


    why the smog around your eyes??


    I cry for the living-she says


    not for the ones that will die


    slowly a cloud passes by


    taking away the face of the moon with smoggy eyes


     


     


     


     

February 21, 2007

  • I had a nice plan for today...but it rained so much ...I got home after work wet...wet...wet!!


     


    gonna eat something and try to sleep a few hours to come back later...


     


     


     sister moon



     


    the moon is very...very present...


    shake...rattle...and ramble


    mmm....you will see her much later...haha....she loves me more!!!!!!


    she comes here earlier...JUST TO SEE MEEEEE


     


    love you all whoever you are

February 18, 2007

  • Man, here is your worth:
    Your meat is of no use!
    Your bones cannot be sold
    For making ornaments,
    And your skin cannot be played
    On an instrument!


    ~kabir~

January 28, 2007

  • RUMI

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    I am so small I can barely be seen.


    How can this great love be inside me?


    Look at your eyes, they are small but they


    see enormous things.


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    I am your lover, come to my side, I will open the gate to your love.


    Come settle with me, let us be neighbors to the stars.  


    You have been hiding so long, endlessly drifting in the sea of my love.


    Even so, you have always been connected to me. 


     Concealed, revealed, in the unknown, in the un-manifest. 


     I am life itself.  You have been a prisoner of a little pond, 


    I am the ocean and its turbulent flood.  Come merge with me, 


    leave this world of ignorance.  Be with me, I will open the gate to your love.


     


     


     


     


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    I am bewildered by the magnificence of your beauty,


    and wish to see you with a hundred eyes....


    I am in the house of mercy,


    and my heart is a place of prayer.


     


     

December 12, 2006

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    Saturday I went to my house with Marcos trying to get papers and books left


    on my bureau that weren't damage by the fire....surprisingly we noticed


    that all my spiritual books...and tapes were thrown on the floor near a small room


    where I kept all my clothes and ...it was more a store room...where all


    unnnecessary things ended up...I was astonished at the sight of all the pile of books


    almost intact ...no damage from the fire or the water...only one or two were soaked...


    I picked them up...and started putting them in a box...a lot of books...books I had forgotten for


    the last years...slowly I opened  some of them....if I had the power to go back to those times...


    when I translated each one of them for my yoga friends as seva...or selfless service...


    just a few years ago....everyday at 3 in the morning got up...and translated all these books...


    there's one left...I promised to translate...and never did it...the Bhagavad Gita from


    Janeshwar Maharaj....I put it aside...maybe...who knows...maybe I'll have the grace to do it...


    under all the books and spiritual tapes I felt something soft....I asked my son for his flash light...


    under all that was Nikita dead....my beloved Nikita...


     


    Am doing fine...


    A hug....


     


     


December 7, 2006

  • Uitslaande brand in Haagse woning


     

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    DEN HAAG - Op de Rijkswijkseweg in Den Haag heeft woensdagmiddag een uitslaande brand gewoed in de keuken van een benedenwoning.

    De Rijswijkseweg was afgesloten ter hoogte van de Van Musschenbroekstraat. Het verkeer werd omgeleid via de Jan van der Heidenstraat. 

    De brandweer heeft het vuur inmiddels onder controle. Over de oorzaak en de omvang van de schade is nog niets bekend.


     

     

     

     


     

     

    sometimes dramas are real....

     

  • my house burnt completely yesterday!!!Luckily nobody was home.


    an explosion in the central heating system...my whole kitchen disappeared!!!


    am staying at my daughter's house


    dunno when I'll be able to have a normal life...


    love you all


    take care


    Alma...feliz cumpleanos tambien....era ayer lo se...siento no poder hablar contigo...mi casa se ha quemado...


    estoy en casa de mi hija por ahora...


    bruji besos...cuidate


    Natalia....cuidate nenita


    os quiero mucho


    and then they say...I have direct line with God!!!!


    blessings

December 5, 2006

  • AM VERY VERY VERY HAPPY!!!!!!!!!

    CELEBRATING MY WALK OF MANY MANY MILLION YEARS THROUGH CHANDRA ....


    THE MOON WILL BE PRESENT FULL AND BEAUTIFUL  ...THE BEST GIFT ANYONE CAN EVER HAVE...


    GRACIAS BRUJI


    ALMA


    NATALIA


    CARLOS


    DOS


    MAGI ANGEL


    KETJA


    JENNY


    VUESTRA ENERGIA ESTARA HOY MAS QUE NUNCA JUNTO A MI...


    ONE SOUL


    FOR EVER


    LOVE YOU


    OS QUIERO


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November 23, 2006

  • thanksgiving

    angel_melodiesYe have heard that it hath been said, Thou shalt love thy neighbour, and hate thine enemy. But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you; That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust.

    For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? do not even the publicans the same? And if ye salute your brethren only, what do ye more than others? do not even the publicans so? Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect.

    Matthew 5:43-48 KJV


     


    the day before yesterday I was on a 13th floor waiting for someone that's going


    through the awful treatment with chemotherapy....


    I hanged around the gallery watching the blue sky...


    amazing sight....I could see the whole Hague...


    so peaceful...in the distance...


    My eyes went again to the blue sky...


    wasn't that great to share the same blue sky


    with the whole world...


    little stars began to dance in front of me...


    millions of them...tiny brilliant stars...


    I felt so grateful...to be human...and make


    part of a play...well thought and prepared


    in the realms above...


    I felt so tiny...and glorious...


    just like one of those little stars


    dancing in front of me...


    we share the same blue sky...


     the same stars..


    and most of all the same heart...


    have a nice day...