Today I have to go to the main office to talk about my future without A JOB.

I'm a bit nervous.Mixed feelings are driving me nuts.I want to go on working

and I don't want to work anymore . It's an opportunity to rest.And my mind wanders

full of anxiety and worry about a few of those I will have to leave.

I don't see me staying at home looking at my grandchildren growing up...

and still my heart desires to have a peaceful life without worrying anymore

about the rest of the world...

And so...I have to go to work now...thinking about the interview at 2:00pm

that will decide my future...without work...

There's only one thing left: to trust God's plan and have the strength to accept it...